When I walked up

Let The moment be cherished.
GAH
i can't believe i got 5 a's!
i mean

I was waiting for my name to be called me and raisa was like "i wanna get it"

Pn Ng called my name , there i was walking up to the stage everybody cheered for me .
when i saw datin kam holding my result , she smiled happily .
She said

DK ; congrats

when i looked at my result , STRAIGHT A'S! pn haizan hugged me so tightly , I cried .


and those who didn't get .

Yes something wrong with the examiner, i didn't study , you all study .
and i got it? i don't deserve it .
yes i didn't even study at all, you ask my sister ..


(:

`syah

Cries

When i see a sudden light comes out from nowhere it makes me wonder about my death.

Hey Joanna here , i lost Marcie( a friend ) at the age of 12 .
Let me tell you the whole story

Me and Marcie walks to school everyday together ever since kindergarten.
Marcie was my best friend ever since i found her purse on someone's car near kindergarten.
Marcie has this sickness call leukemia where you're lack of blood but i didn't know til she told me 4 months before her death .
I started calling her every two minutes after school and all she says she was fine .
I begged my mother to give me the permission to give her such a big amount of blood , my mother refuse to gave me the permission .

I just think my mom is being selfish .

Marcie told me that i was the first one to know , you see cause her mom and dad are always in Paris for work , she knew it when she was 7 but kept it as a secret .

Marcie seems happy everyday never knew she had it .
I followed her everywhere after school since last Monday , she went to a hospital for a checkup
The Doctor told me and Marcie that she was getting worse.
I wish i had the chance to help .

Four months later on the 16th of November 1987 ,
Marcie Kimmons died . I was there beside her holding her hand ,
her last words were
" Jo , I love you . No matter what you'll always be in my heart "
My tear dropped on her forehead and she closed her eyes and her status was blank .
Her eyes was closed forever.

My mother told me

"There's no use of crying , You won't get her back "


`syahh

What a Family ):

Tonight on the 11/11/09
Something happened that made my real family break

They were fighting .
I fought too with my sister , but its about different issues
My Parents' issues aree

What happened to my dad's fancies and favorites clothes went?
my maid hangs up the clothes to dry outside in the open instead of at the back of the house.
And you know all the computers tv are way back not fron so no one is like having a watch outside .
So my maid hangs it up outside and goes back at back SLEEPING.
oh god i hate my maid ,
she's fucking bitch , she doesn't listen .
she doesn't listens to my dad or mum ):
i want my old maid that has brains and not much craziness like my current maid );

me and my siss' is about room
you see me and my sis share room ):
so my mum called the contractor to divide it with cupboards so they did.
the computer is always in my sister's side so i have to go there to play
she keeps nagging me about me tresspassing her room ):
so everytime she watches her drama koreans shit , i can't play my brother's computer .
i have to play mine which has no facebook ):
i know it sucks

and here i am after the issues blogging with tears and shouting outside );
i feel like crying

nodding my head like yeahh, moving my hips like yeahh (:

❤ when everybody jumped the world kept rocking ,
❤ when everybody cried the world kept sobbing.

❤ i guess when you cry , tear flows on your cheek? but me i didn't cry .?
am i that crappy emotionless crap?

LIKE PUTERA!

kaka.(:
KAKA hottie

Kris Allen not so
Me like duh ..(:
Im hottie right?

I hugged everyone today except for the std 4's
HUG ME LARH, ONI HUG POPULAR PEOPLE.sheesh i feel offended ):

Oh well i got you guys for hugs.
i hugged til i cried in my heart (: my heart was bleeding but you got me a hug and it healed (:

OH OH OH and AsH!

HE KISSED ME .(:
A RETARD KISS ME. NYEEH NYEEH NI PUPU!

oh and i love you guys (:

Sorry

Le Shea , i guess you knew who i was talking about the before posts.

Le Shea im sorry.
i guess you know do understand me
AND ASHLEY its not you!!! aiyerr.i love you too much larh ashley

same goes to you leesh.

I love you!

and it hurts when you know...such stuff ):

I love you le shea.

i was stupid when i typed that post.

and you know 6E gals including you like somehow dont treat me like you treat me last year so yeahh..dun wan to loose youu...


<3 syahh

The Way you make me dream (:

Your eyes laid on me , how can i avoid those gold?

Hey guys lemme tell you what happened today on the 9th of November

Anna's Birthday
Happy Birthday darling , i love you!

and,
the SuSe had dramas.
sad,shocking ones.

so me and anna went down, didn't know there was gonna be a chaos.

hmm..
lets get to fun

which some people might think of Fuck U Nerd .(: FUN!

oh well this fun fun (:Friend under Nation!

me ,steph and sara was bored cause we're like the only girls there.(not only larh)

so we played truth and dare .

i dared sara to .go to a random indian boy and say "eh budak *and dance* ANDELEI!* ahaha
steph stupid

and then i dared steph to ..
to what ah ?
i dont remember (:

then lets go to FUNNER PART!

me sara steph played bitchy girls

Me Alibaba A
Sara Chicken C
Steph King Kong! (: KK

KK ; OH MY GOD , did you see leonard's packs?!
C+A ; OH YA!!!

A; omg , my mum bought me marshmallows .
KK ; oooo!
A ; BUT NOT LOW FAT
C ; oh thats sick.
A ; i felt like going rehab.



Life Goes on after that.
I LOVE YOU GUYS for entertaining me (:

Honey , we love Bear!

Random title there.

I have ever been wondering ,
am i nice to you guys? (---> go say in cbox)
then why are you treating me like a freaking loser(like i'm treating you in mean way).
If Marissa was here, i would express her my feeling
but i guess i use the modern style , blog.

I've been giving you hugs,my ear to listen to you , you give nothing.
Bitches.
god.
especially from a certain classes or schools.
sheesh, you have no feelings dont you.
I mean i didn't know you had a party , gathering , stuff , shits like that. and you don't bother to talk to me about.
I mean if you do and don't invite me thats okay.
I DO NOT WANT TO BE INVITED you bitches.
so if you reading this , and think that you are one of those bitches.
well think again. cause maybe you're right.

so at least tell me you got something going on. cause if you don't , i'll just think you're being selfish.
Im nice to you guys.
but what did i get from you guys.
nothing.
just a simple card that says
You're Awesome.
I WANT MORE THAN THAT. A HUG (so karina, its not you or either people who gives me hugs) A Song, A POEM! , A SPEECH!.
god, you guys have no freaking heart dont you..

well if you have one, proof it.

`syahh

Just Two More Hours til the clock strikes 1

I say life is cruel ain't it charles?
yes it is

why cause i've gotten me some midlife crisis!
gahhh!.

i need a freaking dress, my mum is making me a gown, which i hate to wear..
aiyaaaaaaa! ihate gowns..

❤ So when i say hey , what do you say? Insult me or compliment me?

You there!
Yes you!

My Rope has been shorted out cause im shrinkingg..(:

You make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor..


Just Let it Go, it will come back

You are my one and only love.

Seven steps to heaven.

I'd fly up just to see you , but i couldn't find my wings.

Fried Days should be thrown , cause i haven't found you YET ;

hey!

My old blog is still available.(:
but this blog will be updated oftenly ..
So ..guys and girls do not relink.(:
Thank You!

Why did i change my blog?
Cause i hate blogskins now.(: