Cries

When i see a sudden light comes out from nowhere it makes me wonder about my death.

Hey Joanna here , i lost Marcie( a friend ) at the age of 12 .
Let me tell you the whole story

Me and Marcie walks to school everyday together ever since kindergarten.
Marcie was my best friend ever since i found her purse on someone's car near kindergarten.
Marcie has this sickness call leukemia where you're lack of blood but i didn't know til she told me 4 months before her death .
I started calling her every two minutes after school and all she says she was fine .
I begged my mother to give me the permission to give her such a big amount of blood , my mother refuse to gave me the permission .

I just think my mom is being selfish .

Marcie told me that i was the first one to know , you see cause her mom and dad are always in Paris for work , she knew it when she was 7 but kept it as a secret .

Marcie seems happy everyday never knew she had it .
I followed her everywhere after school since last Monday , she went to a hospital for a checkup
The Doctor told me and Marcie that she was getting worse.
I wish i had the chance to help .

Four months later on the 16th of November 1987 ,
Marcie Kimmons died . I was there beside her holding her hand ,
her last words were
" Jo , I love you . No matter what you'll always be in my heart "
My tear dropped on her forehead and she closed her eyes and her status was blank .
Her eyes was closed forever.

My mother told me

"There's no use of crying , You won't get her back "


`syahh